s- I havent typed in so long- tlkn bout being busy
but i have bunches to say- i hope you are all ready!
Well- to start off- I am not marching this year- The docs and my parents have tlkd bout surgery - but the pain in my side hasnt happened for a while - I pray it stays like this- but this has happend once before. If surgery is the only way to make this thing go away- then so be it. -- but they arent for sure if itll make the pain go away. - lets just pray.
Lets just say life for me has changed dramatically. Everything for me has turned upside down- its amazing how one day can change your whole life - Although my parents business isnt doing so well- i think we have all realized that as long as we have family- itll all be ok. I have been collecting smiles everyday- like catching butterflies in a net- i have collected a million!!! I know that life gets SOO hard! almost to the point where u feel like just giving up... but YOU CANT! I realized that. Sometimes u just have to look what ur scared of in the face and be shove it away! - has anyone ever lay in the grass and watched the sky- picked a flower and give it to a friend or even smile at someone???- do u realize how much better that can make someone feel. I feel so much more alive and dynamic! I feel as if I can do anything if i just set my mind to do it. Whats life without taking chances???
I cant believe i am a junior already- My mom is already lookin for colleges. . . . I was like its GOING BY TOO FAST. lol- I cant believe it. I cant wait till school starts so i can keep making great memories with all my friends. MY brother is starting high school- he thinks hes going to roam the halls... hmm. lol - he'll learn.
My two lil nieces are getting big so fast! They Are so amazing. I love them so much.
I have a job now- making around $230 a week- woo hoo.
I am writing anothe book- already on ch.4 actually- its the same book- just a do-over- im so excited bout it-I know its going to go somewhere...
I have found hope and I have faith and I know who I am-- and I am so confident with myself- Sometimes u just have to go with the flow... sometimes u loose urself and u dont know who u r. . sometimes its sucks - sometimes it flows- thats just how life goes- u will fly amd u will crawl- but god knows even angels fall.oneday its heaven and one day its hell- and trust me - its no fairy tale- take it from me - u laugh - u cry- ur wrong- ur right- thats just how it goes. .
I havent found my one true love yet.. haha- thats so funny! but im still young! i dont need to be tied down. I still have a humongous crush on Derek.. yes its true.. but if it doesnt work out- it doesnt. ITs all good.
I am going to try to diving again.. as soon as my " Side" is ok.. i hope and im going to start track again, and maybe even the environmental club.
I havent been to starbucks in FOREVER - i think it was because going there brought back memories i wanted to loose. but now- Im happy to have those memories and now I am ok with everyhthing- everyone makes mistakes-- and ya- I have made a couple- but i have learned and I am ready to start over! _ Life is to short to mope and be crappy- and be bored.. > i think the ppl that say they are bored the most- are boring to be around- all u have at the end of the day is memories-- and I want those memories to be the best ones ever- starting NOW- with all my friends- family and myself- of course.- thanks everyone
andrea<3
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